Monday, May 20, 2013

Golden day...

   Off to a wonderful start of the week, the sun was amazingly golden today! In other words... It felt magical not getting up for school this morning, and the weather just made everything just perfect. A part of me wanted to stay in bed all day to make up for the time of stress and headache because of doing so many things at once. Then I thought about Summer 2013; how fast it came and how faster it is going to go. So to be lazy at the moment is not an option... I hope...

Sade

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Old news...

So now I have to prove myself. I am finally on summer vacation from school however I still have work to do. I know what I say sounds like old news but I some how feel that the only time I have is now. I must make my move or go hide in a cave somewhere... What am I going to do? I feel like a kid in a candy store...(going mad)

Sade

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Underworld...


I am almost at the end of the finish line, school will be on break soon and I can rest. I have been looking forward to a summer that involves me following my dream and doing what I want to do. Not listening to anyone else but my own advice (besides the good ones). I painted this picture in my head on how this summer will be, what will I accomplish. When in truly, you make plans, God laughs at you; so I am hoping that he is on my side this time. I am planning to work on my photography a little, try and teach myself the basics, after all I taught myself the basics with Dreamweaver, Photoshop and other Adobe programs, so therefore I don't mind learning about something that I am moderately falling in love with to challenge my capabilities. It is like entering a new dimension, a world where no one wants to spill his or her secrets or see what is behind door number 1. Thanks for taking this journey with me, I know I haven't reached far however this has helped me find who and where I want to be. I am still struggling with that question but I am closer to figuring it out. 
Location: Hoyt & Schermerhorn in Brooklyn NY

History: Michael Jackson shot the music video "Bad" here.
The movie: Coming to America
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 
and so much more!

Sade

Friday, May 10, 2013

I'm Not a Bum, I'm a Human Being...


Ronald Davis is his name...

Born and raised in New York City, this is the norm. However, when I was a kid, I can remember as if it was yesterday, I told my mother that when I grow up "I am going to buy a home for all the homeless people in the world"... Some dream huh...


Fast forward to today... I guess I became conditioned to seeing these people everyday. It became something that is apart of my life, not once have I looked at these people as "humans" in the sense of consciousness. I think I just felt so bad that I wanted to block them out of my life, but that is wrong. My boyfriend showed me this video some time ago; I sat down and watched it, with tears streaming down my face. This hit home. Because I was reminded on how that little girl felt. She knew that she was going home to her warm bed, her tasty filling dinner and most importantly, the love of a family, but they are not. These people have nothing... anything! It hurts me to know that, something deep inside of me wants to do something, but what? I ask God all the time, "what can I do? Tell me what can I do?" because I don't have anything to give. When I am riding the train, I do whatever it takes to help, but there are so many dishonest panhandlers out there it is hard to differentiate on who is telling the truth. There is no reason for someone to not have a home to go to, a warm bed to sleep on, and a hot cup of soup on a Christmas Eve. No one for any reason should suffer this way. I wish I can talk about this all night but I am truly heart broken to what this world has come to. There are a lot of homeless people in New York City with no discrimination. I've seen couples, women and their babies sleeping on the streets... If that is not wicked then lord I don't know what is.... 

I want to do something, but what?

Thanks for reading
Sade

Friday, May 3, 2013

Narrow ways...



Last night was one of those nights that I could not stop thinking. What are we doing as a people, because we ignore our frustrations. Are you sometimes frustrated? Because I am, let me tell you why. I remember when life with no troubles (childhood) everything was handed to you with will and love. Now it is a struggle, but why? I am a human being, why am I paying to eat, drink water, USE water, space, and health. These are the top essentials we need just to survive everything else ok I’ll pay for. We are conditioned to do what they command without debate. You have the right to receive health care, use running water, and at least shelter. No one should be homeless, or deprived from the basics. I don't expect it be given all but at least enough to survive... The world is becoming too narrow....

Just rambling thoughts...

2 more weeks left of school, sorry I haven't been able to post however I will be all yours this summer! It  will be an adventure!

Thanks for reading!
Sade

Monday, April 29, 2013

Straight Signals...

 So much have been going on that I don't know if I am walking backwards or forward. The end is near... of school that is, so for the past couple of weeks I could not taken any photos or blog, can I be totally honest?, I felt depressed! Photography is just a hobby of mine; I never thought I would of take so much interest in such beauty, it is the greatest invention, and the great escape. I can look at them over and over again and all take me back to a special place where ever or what ever that is. It is blissful to actually have something you did not know you love to do so much just wordlessly slip into your hands. I just want more and more of it, I find myself everyday just looking for beauty, love, and appreciation. He gives us everything we need to indulge in every moment...

Thanks for reading
Sade

Monday, April 22, 2013

Bad Girls (Verdine version)...

 The song of the summer for me, even though the season has not started - Bad girls (Verdine version) by Solange is on constant rotation to the point that I want to live through the friggin song. These past couple of days were a blur, it is the last couple of weeks of school and I truly am stressed.... So when you hear on the news that some crazy black girl is running around the streets butt naked, jumping for joy, screaming "ITS FRIGGIN OVER"... don't panic, it's just me.... school had just let out for summer

Another shoot with Herbert Alvarado 
Zara faux leather biker jacket ~ Men's Tommy Hilfiger shirt ~ Levi's shorts ~ Steve Madden shoes

Saturday, April 13, 2013

27 years ago...

 27 years ago, he gave me life.... and I am loving every minute of it! Thank you...